two week ago i broke up with my girlfriend because i cheated on her with another girl. it all started one night we go into a fight and i started talking to a friend which i found attractive. after having a couple of drinks, we went to her place. after a couple of days, i saw my girlfriend and she tried to talk to me about our situation. i could not look her in the eyes and tell her what i have done, but she knew it, she saw it in my eyes. so finally she dragged it out from me what was bothering me. she slapped and and ran away from my apartment after i told her what i did.

since then i have been trying to talk to her and explain to her that it was a mistake i was drunk. i realize of course she is feeling hurt and no matter what i say its going to change anything for her since i have lost her trust in me. i feel disappointed because i know that what i did was not right. so now i am desperately trying to convince her that i am sorry.

its not so much i want to get back with her because i have given up on that idea, but it would make me feel better to know that at least she listen to me.

so everyday i have been going to her house and leaving her roses in the front door. a dozen roses every day to and letter to ask her to forgive me and explaining how sorry i am and how stupid i am.

so today when i was at work, she texted me and told me that she is willing to talk to me. so after work i went to her apartment and we talked. it felt so good to see her look at me in the eyes again. i love her but i have myself because of what i did. so now i feel ok, she just texted me and said that its going to take a while for her to trust me again, but so far she likes what i am doing and to keep it up.

bottom line, what i am trying to say here, if you are a guy and you messed up, the only way you are going to get a woman's trust back is to fight for her.
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